I believe I am ‘whitepilled’. That is, I believe I have learned and absorbed some hard truths about human nature, the world we live in and many of the false narratives I grew up with, yet I maintain a mostly happy disposition, am kind (if you believe honesty is also a kindness) to those around me, make time to create or enjoy positive things and don’t let the volume of problems and the absence of clear solutions lead me to the conclusion nothing is worthwhile.
However, I am seemingly also far more negative than many others. I don’t, for example, pretend that my associates wouldn’t turn on me at the say so of a psychopath. Or that 95% of the people I knew weren’t happy to support or ignore my demotion to second class citizen. Or that most of the world wouldn’t conduct harmful experiments on kids, then persecute any who intervene. Or that we haven’t already fought and lost world war 3.
I suspect that last one hits a nerve, since so many of us have constructed a narrative that we are fighting the good fight and winning. If that is your story, you may be right under your definition of winning. However, my definition of losing has been fulfilled. In world war 3, We are the masses trying to live our lives unmolested. The enemy are those ushering in the New World Order of serfdom. It gets messy with many of Us working for Them, but in general, We have lost in the following ways:
During the preparation and lead up fighting, we clearly made very little inroads into their warmachine. They have been unanswerable and unaccountable for many decades. (The plandemic is where the lead up conflicts turned truly, pervasively global, so that is where I say WW3 ‘starts’.)
We have been tortured, tyrannised, robbed, persecuted and defrauded for 3 years. Not to the extreme levels of violence in, say, the Mongol Invasion, but it has been history altering, and was exactly as bad as ‘they’ seemingly planned for.
There have been no arrests, court victories, revolutions, repercussions of any note for all those who planned perpetrated and profited from the crimes. There has been no noticeable restructuring of wider society to prevent this happening the next time.
The wealth has already been stolen, allocated and spent. There is surprisingly poor documentation of the trillions which were taken, the cost on the victims, or the true manner in which they were dispersed.
From just one of their assaults, there are an unknown number sterilized or stillborn, 20 million or so dead and hundreds of million injured on our side, and close to zero casualties or financial penalty on their side.
The takeover of political systems, indoctrination of citizens, information warfare, rewriting of history, redefining of linguistics, legal structures, social norms, autonomy of health and precedence for tolerance of abuse has all been set and remains in place.
For Star Wars fans - The empire is firmly in control, and we are the rebel alliance making low percentage runs at taking out a Deathstar. Yes we keep fighting, but the war is long since settled. We are not equal combatants, we are the resistance corner of a conquered galaxy.
The Death Star is almost complete
Just as the Star Wars Death Star would have tightened the noose on the Rebel Alliance, so too is our time running out for reals. May 2023 has Vaccine Passports returning according to the last G20 summit and the WHO. Central Bank Digital Currencies (CBDC’s) are already here, and July 2023 is when the U.S.A. is tipped to launch it’s own version in earnest. To herd us toward CBDC’s, it is likely the plotters and schemers will use financial crashes, cybersecurity false flags, energy crises, weaponised starvation, war agitation and good old fashioned climate fearmongering. If you don’t like the conspiracy sound of that claim, just know that they are all inevitable with an incompetence explanation as well.
Civilisation is peeling back, revealing that it was only ever operating with the permission of those who monopolise violence. The military is already in place and operating to suppress, brutalise and intimidate civilian populations. There is a disturbing correlation between government led genocide and disarming of citizenry, and only a small percentage (U.S.A.) of citizens still have access to guns. A fat lot of good it did them in reality where the power of people to resist tyranny by sheer force of numbers was shown to be impotent in the face of modern 5G warfare (except a few exceptions like Florida, Texas). We can still share our stories and our fights, but the censorship industrial complex has been in place a long time and has, overall, won the war for large chunks of this planet.
Empires are Stable
There is a big upside to being so resoundingly beaten in this war. The losers are able to live relatively good lives. It’s why I can claim to be on the losing side of a war and still be comfortably ‘fighting’ using a keyboard in my free time. It is the wars where combatants are evenly matched which wind up being the most destructive.
In a way, a cowardly part of me hopes that nothing changes. That the ‘devil we know’ can repeat the Global Financial Crisis (GFC) stunt: remain unaccountable, corrupt but not ‘hundreds of millions of dead genocidal’, right the ship briefly, and are generous enough to allow us a gradual slide toward the inescapable next historical dark age.
Another, larger part of me hopes we all collectively roll the dice on something better while we have the chance, using the systems we already have in place. That’s where I’m placing almost all my bets, and is a further reason why I am a keyboard warrior living a comfortable life, yet also being so darn agitated and cynical.
Then there is a small hedge being made by the last part of me, the most cowardly part. A ruthlessly practical corner which hopes that if the Rebel Alliance fails and things follow the current trend, vocal but powerless opponents of the New World Order like myself will not be around long enough to see the real degeneration of human kindness.
Well said Shane. I think harder times are ahead and that there is a limit to the decline - and if we don’t completely destroy ourselves - there is potential to return to a more balanced, meaningful and useful experience of being human.
I don’t think I will be here to see that 🤣🤷♀️
In the meantime, I seek happiness where it is still achievable 🙏🏽💕
A heartfelt essay, thanks. The outlook does indeed seem bleak, and it’s hard to keep being mostly cheery and happy. So many of the Psalms talk to the injustices perpetrated by the wicked, and personally give me great comfort, especially when they involve retribution. I think that makes me “God-pilled”. Happy Easter 🙂 some of my favourites below:
Psalm 64:6-7 NASB
[6] They devise injustices, saying, "We are ready with a well-conceived plot"; For the inward thought and the heart of a person are deep. [7] But God will shoot an arrow at them; Suddenly they will be wounded.
Psalm 88:8-9 NASB
[8] You have removed my acquaintances far from me; You have made me an object of loathing to them; I am shut up and cannot go out. [9] My eye grows dim from misery; I have called upon You every day, LORD; I have spread out my hands to You.
Psalm 57:4 NASB
[4] My soul is among lions; I must lie among those who devour, Among sons of mankind whose teeth are spears and arrows, And their tongue is a sharp sword.
Psalm 59:4 NASB
[4] For no guilt of mine, they run and take their stand against me. Stir Yourself to help me, and see!
Psalm 55:12-14 NASB
[12] For it is not an enemy who taunts me, Then I could endure it; Nor is it one who hates me who has exalted himself against me, Then I could hide myself from him. [13] But it is you, a man my equal, My companion and my confidant; [14] We who had sweet fellowship together, Walked in the house of God among the commotion.